내리막길

Its my instinct to blog whenever I feel like crap.
Maybe so I'll be able to re read it in the future and realized how dumb I was.
Or maybe it's the hope of feeling better after i blog.
Idk, I really don't.

So, life's going downhill.
everything in life's going downhill.
Things I was so sure of, is making me confused.
Things I wanted to archive, doesn't seem so possible anymore.
People whom were close, are no where to be seen.
Its so bad I think I enjoy myself most in school.
All I have to do is study.
And my friends are always around me.
Everything's so fast I don't have to stop and think.
I just have to act and do.
And I love it when I'm all active, I feel alive.
Maybe that's why I love dancing so much.
And even that, is slipping away.
Not my love for it, it itself.
not many of you would understand I suppose.

Jayesslee came to CHC on Saturday.
Wanted them to sing Officially Missing You but no, they sang What Faith Can Do instead.
Thank God they sang this instead.
It's such an encouraging song.
It's all about having faith in everything you do, in Him.
And no matter how sucky life might be, I want to Thank God.
For always being there, always.
Cause i know He knows what's best for me, so all I really have to do is trust.
My favorite line in the song
"I've seen miracles just happen, Silent prayers get answered, broken hearts become brand new, that's what faith can do."
I'm not giving up. Nope! No where close.
I'm hanging on stronger than I've ever held on.