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to be very very honest, I think I suffer from Atelophobia.
a little at least?
I always want everything to be perfect.
if it isn't, I'll try my best to make sure it is.
But it's hard to be perfect, even trying is hard.

Emerge weekend today was awesome.
Throughout the alter call, all I could hear in my head was
"it's okay to not be perfect"
It kept playing in my head, and my tears couldn't stop flowing.
Guess im too caught up with "perfect" I forgot about the only perfect thing.
Im only human, how perfect can I get?
But God, he's perfect in every way.
When i let go of perfect and let God take charge I'll be much better!
Hehe, TYJ. <3

I may not be perfect, but I'm imperfectly me. ^-^

This isn't a home.
It's hell on earth.

Must you be so cruel Satan!?
Must you!?
Every horrible thing coming together.
You horrible horrible thing.
URGH.

내리막길

Its my instinct to blog whenever I feel like crap.
Maybe so I'll be able to re read it in the future and realized how dumb I was.
Or maybe it's the hope of feeling better after i blog.
Idk, I really don't.

So, life's going downhill.
everything in life's going downhill.
Things I was so sure of, is making me confused.
Things I wanted to archive, doesn't seem so possible anymore.
People whom were close, are no where to be seen.
Its so bad I think I enjoy myself most in school.
All I have to do is study.
And my friends are always around me.
Everything's so fast I don't have to stop and think.
I just have to act and do.
And I love it when I'm all active, I feel alive.
Maybe that's why I love dancing so much.
And even that, is slipping away.
Not my love for it, it itself.
not many of you would understand I suppose.

Jayesslee came to CHC on Saturday.
Wanted them to sing Officially Missing You but no, they sang What Faith Can Do instead.
Thank God they sang this instead.
It's such an encouraging song.
It's all about having faith in everything you do, in Him.
And no matter how sucky life might be, I want to Thank God.
For always being there, always.
Cause i know He knows what's best for me, so all I really have to do is trust.
My favorite line in the song
"I've seen miracles just happen, Silent prayers get answered, broken hearts become brand new, that's what faith can do."
I'm not giving up. Nope! No where close.
I'm hanging on stronger than I've ever held on.

피곤한

school is draining me physically and mentally.

Life is draining me emotionally.

But I will never ever want to be spiritually drained.

I think it's the scariest out of the 4.

"I'll never forget, never forget. I'll grow up loving You." <3

It's not only a kids prayer, it's my prayer.

Let me complain a little k?

LIFE IS HARD AND TIRING AND DRAINING.

But I'm gonna thank God, the good and the bad.

Thank Him for the chance to even be here.

He knows what's best for me, and I'll be able to get through everything with Him.

"if God brings you to it, He will bring you through it"

I can do this with God!!! ^-^

And so once all my anger has subsided I've come to realize it hurts more than I thought it does.

what am I suppose to do now?

Help?

Cause I really dont know what to do or where to go.

Help.

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The greatest symbol of love is not the heart, but cross, why?

because the heart stops beating, but the man on the cross never stops loving. ♥

perfect love cast out all fears.

TYJ. ♥